Thursday, August 12, 2010

L O S T

Hey, it's Lexii. I just wanted to say that I feel sort of lost. August brings me down a lot, and I have no idea why. I still have less than 20 days until school starts, and I'm not even sure if I'm excited anymore. I feel confused about a lot of things.

I don't know what's really going on. And here's something that's weird, I have all this money, and I don't know what to do with it. It just sits there.... Okay, I do know what to do with it, but I'm saving up. So, yeah. I feel lost because every single day I'm wasting (well, except for today... and yesterday), I don't know what to do. It's almost as if Im asking for your opinion on what to do.

I want to have fun with the dolls, but I have no one to share the fun with. I'm all alone. I guess you could say I feel like an only child. I know this next thing is going to sound a little queer, but I have 11 followers, and 0 comments. I just want to make sure that I'm not wasting my time sitting on a computer, if no one is reading this. 

I'm just,

Mixed Up.



~Lexii

My family and I don't have that much money, so things are depressing sometimes. Very depressing, and I for one am depressed. I'm going to ask my mom if I can order something (no, not a doll), but maybe that will make me feel better.... 

10 comments:

Maddi said...

I read your blog, I really like it! I like the header, how did you make it?

Lexii said...

Thanks, Maddi ;) I made it on picnik.com

The Crazy Doll Auynti!! said...

We are here reading .. it just takes some time to get people here and commenting is had at times too .. lots of the time we read but do not take time to comment because we are just on the computer for a little while ..

Do you make photo stories with your girls?? we love having traveling dolls and making lots of kewl albums with them .. maybe you could spend time doing that or if you can be on the computer when you are bored then go to picasa and look at all the albums from people with their dolls/girls/kids.

Marsali

Sonali Beth Lynne Matthews said...

Lonely is a very common feeling, I feel it a lot too.

Trust me Lexii, we read your blog! Its terrible for us to see 0 comments on our posts as well. We sometimes don't have time to post a comment but we'll try to every time or every other time from here on!

Think of what makes you happy. Make a list. Then smile, and decide to spend your money on something that will make your school year or life a little easier.

-Gracie

Lexii said...

Thanks Gracie :) I believe everyone when they say they read it, and I read yours too! Every one :)

-Lexii

Cali Hazelwood said...

I know how you feel! The only person I know who likes dolls is my younger sister. I used to have a friend who liked them but she doesn't really any more so I have no one to really talk to about them. Don't worry, everyone feels lost once in a while.
I dislike August, too. I start school in 12 days and I'm less than excited. I hope the rest of your summer is great! :)

Sunny

Lexii said...

Same with me, Sunny!
And thanks :) I'm glad to have wonderful blogging/youtube friends like you!(:

Lanie said...

I BET YOU'RE EXCITED FOR SCHOOL NOW THAT YOU-KNOW-WHO IS THERE.... :)

I hate August too.

Lexii said...

OF COURSE I AM LANIE! :D

Ashlee said...

I'm so sorry that you are feeling depressed :(
I also really dislike August - lately, I've been overcome with fatigue and homework ;(

I really love your blog. You are awesome! And I hope everything gets better for you, Lexii! Hang in there!